There's a pit in my stomach.
An aching in my heart.
A surging in my veins.
It's calling out.
It wants me to recognize it.
It wants me to do something about it.
It needs me to act.
It needs me to move.
It needs me to work.
It needs me.
Someone needs me.
This pit.
This aching.
This surging.
It's a calling.
It wants me.
It needs me.
It needs me.
They need me.
Until now the pit,
the aching,
the surging
have gone undiagnosed.
But it's become clear.
It's love.
It's a need for love.
To show it.
To live it.
To do it.
Someone out there needs love.
Someone out there has a pit in their stomach.
An aching in their heart.
A surging in their veins.
It's a need to be loved.
It's a need to have someone care.
It's a need for someone to fill.
I've been made to fill it.
I've been called to fill it.
I've been wanting to fill it.
Because I have been there.
I know that pit.
I know that aching.
I know that surging.
It's been filled for me.
By the only One who can.
Someone showed Him to me.
Someone showed me what it looked like.
Someone filled it for me.
Now it's my turn to fill it for someone else.
I know they need it.
I know they want it.
I know they're out there just waiting for me.
Now I just have to find them.
Now I just have to show them.
Now I just have to fill it.
i love you Phoebe! i love what God is doing in you!
ReplyDeletei had a conversation about this sort of idea with my friend and bcm leader, roger bear. (okay, i've had a LOT of these kind of conversations...) he calls it divine discontent.
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